" Don't worry" people say. Everything will be alright. But to anyone who knows me (and yes I just started that sentence with a conjunction), worrying is my forte! If I didn't worry about things who would? Really though this is just a huge weakness of mine. So I was driving down highway 51 today thinking about how I wish I could win a million dollars, if I could just win blank amount of money then I would be able to stop worrying. Here's the problem, I don't play the lottery or enter any sweepstakes so really I am just wishing that someone would come hand me a check ha ha ha . Wishful thinking! Anyway, as I was thinking about this a lightbulb came on and I started thinking about how we are not supposed to think like that. God created us, thus he promised that he would take care of us. It is his responsibility to take care of us and he asks us to cast our burdens on him. That includes financial, spiritual, relational and yes even trying to stay away from that second piece of cake.
Me worrying about how we are going to pay for this or that is kind of like telling God that he isn't doing his job. Kind of insulting! So as I am writing this I am praying for guidance and for trust for the funds that we need. And also, ( yes another conjunction) that I let God have the reins instead of trying to take them myself.
