Ok so I am still struggling with staying at home. I really like to be productive and out doing things and I love working, so this season has been a challenge for me for sure. This month has been really slow in terms of subbing so I am only working about 15-20 hrs a week at the restaurant and mostly nights so I am home ALL day! I started thinking, instead of worrying about finances and whether or not I am going to work that day I need to be thinking how lucky I am. Do you know how many moms would kill to be able to stay at home with their kids? MANY! Too many to count and here I am complaining that I don't have work! What is wrong with me. So instead of thinking of staying home as a "curse" (and don't get my wrong, I love my son it is just hard for be to be home all day), .I am going to think of it as a blessing that God is giving me the desires of my heart even though I may not know it, and that he will work all the financial stuff out.
Always a learning opportunity
Emily
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